Tuesday, September 25, 2007
What else do you want me to say?
Quit breaking my heart.
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try.
In fact, I tried.
What else.
What else, you tell me.
2:37 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
Happy Blessed Sexxxy 17th Birthday, Zephyr!
Hope you enjoyed yourself on 15th September at Mad Jack's and Eski Bar:))
Having you as a bestfriend made me a better person everyday. When times get rough and my world falls apart, you're someone I run to; you offer your heart. From tearful shoulders, big fat hugs to stomach aching laughs, you're someone I count on & need for a lifetime.
Thank you, Zephyr.
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Last year35 more days to O levels.
What else can I say?
Time to step on the accelerator for the last & final leg before its time to party ;)
Last but not least...
for you Mike
11:01 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Good Charlotte - Predicatable(Repeat Mode)
Soluna - For All Time
Is everything worth it?
Am I asking too much from you?
Cos I knew, I'm taking a leap of faith.
A leap that I know that will either make or break me.
I hope you're not taking me for granted.
I just want to get everything back on track.
I've spent countless nights bawling over this.
I'm tired,
tired
tired
tired,
friggin sick & tired
I hope I'll find myself before its too late
Something isn't right I can feel it again, feel it again. This isn't the first time. That you left me waiting Sad excuses and false hopes high. I saw this coming still I don't know why I let you in. I knew it all alined
You're so predictable. I knew something would go wrong (somethings always goes wrong).
So you don't have to call. Or say anything at all. So predictable (so predictable) So take your empty words, your broken promises &all the time you'd stole.
12:43 AM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Everyday, life presents us with opportunities. Mainly little opportunities but sometimes major ones too. It can either be a positive or a negative opportunities.
A negative one lessens one's ability to be a better person. A positive opportunity brings personal enrichment in one's life. Many positive opportunities are presented to us daily but we do not take them up.
What plays a big part? Our mental.
It blocks &hinders any effective response to a positive opportunity. For eg: if there is a maths club in school and you are weak in maths, should you join the club? Of course. It is an opportunity to improve in the subject. However instead of joining the club, we avoid doing so because we will be embarrassed by our weakness, it is a wasted opportunity.
Another example: tennis. There are always room for improvements and tournaments for us to take on. If we don't try, it will be another wasted opportunity. As a result, we will not improve and thus, it will be stagnant.
Sometimes, we miss opportunities cos we are indifferent to the opportunities around us. We think that we have no time to involve ourselves with anything or anyone else beyond our little circle of friends and interests. Oftentimes we're so wrapped up in living our lives and hectic schedules. Here again wasting opportunities..
Sometimes, we do not recognise opportunities. We hesitate to try smth we have not tried before as we're afraid that the outcome may not what we expected it to be. This is another opportunity. However, most people are unwilling to take up the opportunity as a challenge as they're afraid to move out of their comfort zone.
We should cultivate an positive attitude to pursue positive opportunities. New opportunities are challenges and life w/o challenges would be dull and boring. We should never look back and regret all the wasted opportunities in our lives as long as we treasure all opportunities and challenge our level of capability.
3:30 PM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Playing: Lifehouse - Blind(1), Hinder - Lips of An Angel(2)
Good morning, who blogs in the morning you tell me? When my exciting day has not even started yet?
Dragged my lazy ass out yesterday morning for Tennis @ Alphonsus's place. It weren't exactly that effective as I was very temperamental. Okay since when Anna isn't? In a short notice, Michael came to pick me up and had lunch at Botanics. The friggin Seafood friedrice costs $12. But it was not bad.. -.- Well we had some difficulties with the direction, ended up at NUS for a moment.
Bah, I'm tired. I've not been sleeping well since (*!&@(*!!*(&@! I'm always thinking too much. However, the content has nothing to do with my academics.
I often reminisce how my life was the past year and how time flies this year. To the extent that I've yet to plan for my goal setting 2007. I realised I've not been a positive thinker lately. I think soo much& focus on wrong things. I often ponder abt the past and prepare myself for the worse instead of expecting the unexpected and embrace it with open arms. I'm afraid. I'm very very afraid.
There are consequences.. consequences.. consequences.
I'm tired.
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Exhausted.
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I can't wait for O levels to be over.
Good bye, its time for tuition, gym with wk and tennis with my favourite boy
10:36 AM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
The words "i love you" shows that someone cares for you.
It shows that someone cares for you deeply.
They might say, "love is blind" but no, it isnt.
Love is developed overtime where you come to acknowledge the person's flaws and accept them, where you love him/her for who he/she is.
The words "i love you" also shows that someone is thinking of you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
Love is undefinable. Yes but love is felt. When people dear to your heart tell you, "i care for you, i am concerned about you, i have your interests at heart, i want you to know that i love you, i want to be the one to make you smile daily, nothing but the best for you" be it platonic or beyond platonic terms, love still touches the coldest of hearts.
9:55 PM
