Before it's too late

Friday, March 31, 2006

I'm extremely exhausted.
Extremely
Extremely

Just completed my 30 hours of service for NYAA. I'm glad that I made it just it time. Heh, before end of March:D

Headed to the gym today alone. Like what I did last night because Jasmine & Alex couldn't play tennis. Its all right, I think I gained back bits of my stamina back for the 2.4km run/jog/walk.

pft is next week! Rah, pull ups are what I'm worried abt. Okay, I shall shut up about that.

School was all right. The cooking was good! We had practical for 4 periods -.- Didn't die or anything. Jillian & I, ohoh our food turned out to be so good! Hurhur, those who tried our food knows why(: Credits to Jill for the black pepper sauce & credits to yours truly for the chicken :D:D:D

Okay, doing volunteer work afew hours before a/cstuition tmrw:D I feel _ _ _ _ _ helping out people. I'm doing a good deed anyway. Helping out people & everything. Plus the ladies over there are so friendly. So I don't mind volunteering even I've finished the 30 hours of service. :D

Tomorrow's plan prolly gonna be service, tuition & tennis till late:D Hey Alex, I reminded myself to bring Jackass for you tmrw. I hope I can remember ok!

I think I emotionally break down during the weirdest hours & strangest times. Its all right, at least I feel better after breaking down & everything. For my pillars of strength being around, I think I'm blessed.

Oh well..
All I want is a little piece of Heaven.

10:44 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I've waited a lifetime for you
I’ve searched the whole world over,
Looking for your love.

Some days I never thought I'd find you
And I wanted to give up
So many other faces, so many wrong embraces
Trying to find one heart that felt like home to me.

None of them could ever compare to your love,
You are my strength, my joy.
You give me comfort from the storm
You make me smile on cloudy days
You keep me safe and warm.

I would be so lost without you,
Your love is so pure and true
Your heart, so beautiful and kind
Because you've walked that long, lonely road
That made you who you are (mine!).

I know it's been a hard long journey
And it may get harder still

But together we can lift each other
Our strength will get us through
I'll never give up; I’ll never give in
As long as I have you.

When I hear your voice
I know that love is real
I want to be held in your arms my love,
I know nothing else will compare
I want to lay with you forever

And gaze at you
And dream of our life together
Lost in your embrace.

Read between the lines.

8:10 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

Boy today was a very sleepy day for me in school. Fell asleep during the first period & got sent out of class for 5 minutes. Heh, I apologized to Miss Teo after that.

Later was accounts. Again, I was feeling sleepy. Untill when I started doing work, I felt so much better after that.

Didn't bring my physics stuff to school today so I had to seat on the floor -.-
For 2 periods.

Basically, I dislike mondays. Due to monday blues, 4 hours of tennis on Sundays, I tend to forget to bring my books to school & most of the time arriving 5 minutes before assembly starts.

Its all right, monday almost over & its gonna be tuesday soon. Its the 28th tmrw /: I've mixed feelings for the past few months on every 28th. I've no idea how to face the situation. Whenever I try, I'm always indirectly discouraged my you.

I seriously don't know what to do.

Anyway, played tennis with Jasmine & Frederick!! :D For abt 1.5 hrs only. Just got the momentum man. Hahaha! All right, all the best for your singles tmrw, Jasmine!

Shucks, my upper body hurts like fuck. Must be cos of the weights Alex ask me to try :/

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day for me. Parents are going on cruise for 3 days 2 nights. Got late day tmrw, training after that & tuition! asdaslkdjasdkasdjj

Time to sleep, good bye.

4:28 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Just came back from tennis, gym & dinner with Alex. Whoa, I'm very very tired. Actually, I've got some enegry left. Hurhur, tennis again Alex? Hehehehehe hahahaha, I think I'm going crazy. Okok, continue blogging.

Last minute decision, we went to the gym. Gasp, He's like !*@&!^ times stronger than me. I can't push all the weights on the leg press. I can only do half of it & he can push all. -.- Overall, worked out a little

We ate at izumi again. Damn shiok! :D:D Wanted to go somewhere budget though.

Oh yes!! I tried the Wline Racket!! Not the one that I wanted though. I tried the one Jasmine wanted. W4. Red flurry something like that. Heh, its not bad la. But I prefer my ncode tour:D

I had Maths & Chinese tuition today. At least my chinese tutor taught me cheng yus today. It wasn't something that was really heavy & managed to yawn less than 10 times during the 1.5 hrs tuition.

assakshsxsjaklsjshsxxsasjkda, I'm feeling quite tired while blogging. So I should end soon.

Hey Jasmine, if you're reading this. How was your match?

10:37 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Got this from Shan's blog.

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one. In primary one, your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the washroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls. In primary two, your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully. In primary three, your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours. In primary four, your idea of a good friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework that you forgotten to do the previous night. In primary five, your idea of a good friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you. In primary six, your idea of a good friend was someone who comforted you and lent their shoulder to you when you received your PSLE results.

In secondary one, your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you to pass your Chinese spelling by letting you sit beside her and copy. In secondary two, your idea of a good friend was the person who agreed with you that your Chinese teacher is an asshole and both of you start throwing staples on his seat. In secondary three, your idea of a good friend was the person who came over to your house for a tanning session; fill you in the latest gossip and laugh at what horny bastards guys are. In secondary four, your idea of a good friend was the person who was there for you each time you feel miserable after losing a netball match and go shopping together for prom dresses.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person and most importantly loves you!

Well, that sounded what I used to have.

It turned out to be worse, something that I've never expected.

11:19 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Enough of emo shit.
Time to blog something about my life.
Okay, those emo shit are abt my life but its personal:/
(I think I'll delete the previous post to prevent gossips going around or something) At least Alex gets my message & everything. Heh

So I shall blog something not so personal now.
March holidays are over now. All I did during the break was tennis & more tennis. Enjoyed it anyway with the company Jasmine, Alex & Frederick.

I think we met almost everyday to play tennis la. Hahaha!

Anyway, its quite weird that last week(the week before sch closes for the term) miss teo measured my weight during one of the morning run that I gained back my 4 kg. I was surprised! She said I was gaining muscle. LOL, Anna Lee? Muscles? Hahaha!

I think its quite true la, she measured today for term 2's weight. I lost 3 kg heh. :D But term one's record was 1 kg lighter. -.-

Before I went to sch, I decided not to go for training since all my cca tennis pals are gonna have their scince prac, I'll be the only sec 4 there! So I did not bring my racket to school today.

Dad came to pick me up & I told him I wasn't going for training. He kept quite abt it. While we were on the expressway, he asked "The weather is good today. Why not you go for tennis?"

At that point of time, it was 2.50pm which means that training was gna start in 10 minutes time. Got there 2 minutes late. Indeed I was the only sec4 la. It was so boring! :/

Oh, my anti depressant lost his match against SJI. Oh well.. 4th place is still better than nothing. We win some, we lose some. :D Don't worry, I'm always around. Hahaha!

Okay, my chi tuition is starting very soon. Toodles!

6:28 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Hi all, I'm in the mids of getting my unglamorous69 @fastenyourseatbelts up again. Apparently, I'm having some difficulties with uploading it into ftp. Maybe my skills are all gone. Its been ages since I opened that progam. I apologise to my loyal readers that I've neglected my unglamorous69.

It will soon be up anyway(: Look forward for it okay! It may not be some drastic change but hey, at least the blog is up & updated(soon) :D

Last day of school today, start of the 1 week holiday, week closer to mid year examination & a week closer to n levels. Gasp! aklsdjakdasjkdhaskjdhas

Got back results slip today :/ Passed everything hehe, quite an achievement for myself. To be honest, I've never before during the period from secondary 1 till now, I've never never passed all my subjects before. So what if its Term 1 results, improvements is what I want to see! Haha ha!

Tennis with Jasmine, Alex & kien wee today. Jasmine & Kien wee started with some tension but gradually it became better(: The games we played we boring at first still, there were some exciting points. LOL! Played for abt 2.5hrs?

Had dinner with Alex later at the Japanese resturant with the usual budget food below $20. Haha! Finished everything around 10.30? Then now, I'm blogging this.

12:40 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

IJ TENNIS B DIV CHAMPIONS!

Why I'm very proud of our tennis team! Tears of joy when we knew that we were the champions! :D:D

Unfortunately, I did not manage to take any pictures of anyone playing.
Got pretty bad temporarily sunburnt on my face:/ Hopefully it will be all right by tomorrow morning(:

I'm quite behind time when comes to handing in F&N research:/ But skipping 2 periods of f&n isn't that bad since we were the champions for this year:D

This week was quite light. Having 1 test this week which is Physics test. I hope I do well for that:D

Last week for pretty fustrated in other words, pek cek but hey, sometimes people do lose control of their emotions. When I found a chance to apologise, I'm always brushed off. Giving me short replies like I don't know really discourages me. When I do find another chance for me to apologise to you, then I hope that by then, I've plucked enough courage to apologise.

Keeping you out of my mind seems to be impossible
imu
imu
imu, hun.

8:37 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

My passion for tennis is backkk!!!
()@#*(!)@*!(#&

I wanted to stop focusing on tennis in other words, neglect tennis on purpose to focus on my studies.

Rah, I must thank Alex for asking me to play tennis with him last night for 2.5 hours! Haha ha! My passion's back my passion's back! I'm really glad. :D

Anyway, I've completed 8 hours of CIP now. I've to start writing the log book. I've stopped at semptember last year. -.- I've got quite afew months to catch up on. hurhur.

Oh I must post up a picture of Alex. He's like my life saver. Ha ha ha! Got my passion for tennis back again!!!
ASKLDASJKLDJASDK!!

Oh I passed chinese! I'm so happy! Now my dad thinks I don't need a chinese tutor. Rah!

Almost forgot to add, Mark you just made my day better la I tell you! Our conversation no longer so stagnant! :D:D:D

Whacking balls in 10 minutes time.

4:07 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Whoa, I'm still very exhausted! :/

Arrived in sch 20 minutes late. At least Ms Chow just started on the part 2 & didn't miss out as much as I thought I would[: Class ended very early today. I'm pretty sure I didn't stay in school for more than an hr.

As usual, my dad will pick me up from sch. He was unhappy about class ended ealier cos he just reached home when I called him to pick me up from sch.

He pratically chauffeured me around the whole Singapore today. East coast, Bt timah, Yishun, Sembawang, Toa payoh, East coast again, back home & King albert park.

I'm effing exhausted. Had 3 hours of accounts, 5 hrs of CIP & 2 hrs of physics. :/

I'm doing the exact same thing for tomorrow without physics tuition though. At least I enjoyed my cip eventhough it was effing far. :D:D

Oh I had problems transfering mp3s via bluetooth to my phone. Come to this, my phone is uber unfriendly ): Like how I had problems searching for my contacts for the first time when I bought my phone. -.-

I called up twice to the nokia care & finally the 3nd time the guy was kind enough to take me through all the steps & I managed to transfer the files to my phone now. Thanks ah!

If I knew his name & address, I would mail the gems card to him. Ha ha! Very good customer service manner & everything. :D:D

The other one wasn't. She was speaking so softly & she hung up without saying "Thanks for calling Nokia service hotline if you've got further enquires, you can always call back again." & She just hung up. Wtf?!?! She was really unpatient when comes to explaining the steps to me >:(

Look what time is it? Its 12 & I've got tuition at 12pm tmrw. Lack of sleep!!! Cos I didn't sleep enough last night. -.- I'm staying up because of my anti depressant :/

Rah, I feel like whacking balls now..

12:04 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

I've got nothing much to blog about today. Its just that tomorrow gonna be a very busy day for me. I've got history in the morning, later tuition, CIP & tuition again. Everything will end possibly by 10.

I'm tyring to finish my 30 hrs of CIP within the 1 week holiday. Including the current one I'm doing now, I will be much closer to number 30 alr(:

Played tennis at yck today(: We didn't pay for the courts. Ha ha ha, since the sports council paid for everything & they weren't using it, we'll make use of it(:

I'm having quite painful sunburnt now especailly on my nose :/ Its painful when I try to push it up. Haha!

I've actaully got quite a lot to blog down but its too personal for me to do it:/ So I shall keep it to myself untill the one that I used to share my heartaches & happiness comes back :/ IMU

Love my anti depressant to bits(: <3

Oh yes, IJ beat RG!!!!
Finals now!
IJ..
IJ!!
IJ..
IJ! (haha)

10:40 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

So many deadlines, so little time :/

I've got history research, f&n task analysis & research to finish & h&f duties to do up, the noticeboard & meetings & etc.

Whoa, I need time management. I totally suck at that. I probably draw out every week's time plan & stick it in my room. -.-

My maid just left today morning around 11am. I did not get to say good bye or even give her a good bye hug. I wrote a farewell letter to her last night & gave it to her this morning. ):

Okay,something else.. chinese tuition yesterday was all right, she's a china woman. I'll make a exceptional she's really humorous & she totally changed my impression on china tutors(:

Anyway, thanks for my anti depressant being around 24/7 without you I would have died. Not literally but, thanks for making each conversation enjoyable, cheering me up when I'm down & the soon bus ride home together(: love

Okay, tmrw tennis semi finals against rg.
Go IJ!

2:56 PM