Hullo, tennis was all right today.. I think I somehow became much more consistent and I hope I will maintain it that way from now onwards.

During our swimming session together. (Gasp) So much gross stuff happened. I will not elaborate on it but those who were present, knows what happened.. (Ultraman, superman, Federer) Haha haha!

This post is gonna be quite brief. I'm already quite tired slept quite late last night chatting with Mister Fan. :/:/:/ I've got tennis elbow now too.. and the reason of the cause of tennis elbow according to BIG JOE is that we're waiting for the ball instead of getting the ball on the rise.

I'm thinking of getting my unglamorous69 site up. But i've been busy with preparing myself for the tournament. I hope I will do well.. on monday. Hopefully.. its either a close match. Or a match with 1-6 0-6 score ah? Anyway, my encouragement is coming down. :D So I hope when I see her face, I will remember my bad habits & try to cut down on them.

Okay, I'm so beat now.. I shall sleep once I finish blogging which is now.

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11:35 PM

Rah, I was rather off-form today & I'm glad that Zephyr understood how I felt in courts. I should start learning to reserve my emotions in court. I shall start from tomorrow onwards. Zephyr, please remind me when I start my habit again. (;

Anyway, Z&I went to thread our eyebrows and mine ended up too thin like what happened last year when I went to Marilyn to browhaus to thread our eyebrows for $15.

Z & I went for supermarketing at King albert park before heading to my place. Thanks for helping me with my apple crumble. I think we/I need more practice to make the apple crumble to look much more appealing than now.

Kenric was the first person to try our first attemp (if you exclude Z&I for tasting the crumble) Hahaha, so lets wait for a day if you're gonna get food poisioning. (;

Z&I headed for club after that for tennis session with big joe. We were abt 30minutes late. Yes, I guess we pissed him off. :/:/:/ Wasn't exactly a good day today.

Ok, nothing much to blog abt alr. Thats all abt today..

10:28 PM

I've been playing tennis for the 5th consecutive day. I've been training really hard up to the extent that my shoulder blades hurt & I can't be bothered to bend my knees when I serve(like that I usually do but hey, I made an effort to change my silly habit) (; I could serve better.

I've no idea what kept me going and perservering.. I don't even have the confidence that I'll make it far. Its not that I'm not mentally up but.. rah, I've no idea. Is this pms? -.-

Facing tough opponents the first round is testing my mental & physical strength. Really.. really.. testing it.

Okay, playing tennis with Zephyr & Kenric tmrw:D

11:09 PM

School was such a dread today! Other than sleeping, selling goods for H&F house funds, I did nothing else. Post-examination in school is so boring without them. So half of the class weren't in school today.

H&F last day of sales were the best! And I misplaced my pink nalgene bottle. I hope the juniors kept it for me & will return to me tmrw or smth.

Anyway! I'm at club now without any of the clique members because 2 of them have training, 1 of them has project, 1 of them hurt her hamstrings & toes, 1 of them has piano & by then he gets his ass to jcc, it will be too late.

So I've asked BIG JOE to join me for some rally after his work hopefully.. he will be able to make it & help me out with my service.

I was practicing my service for an hr hit abt only 50 balls. I shall wait for the rain to stop & continue with my ball whacking session.

I've been thinking abt relationships with people. But.. I shall reserve my comments again. :/ :/ :/ I guess you misunderstood me by thinking I went strayed.. I misunderstood you by jumping into conclusions. You didn't give me any chances of explaning.

Come on Anna, pick yourself up. Come on Anna, you still got other people like _____ that is better than _____. I've got my double Z(s)! Come on Anna, pick yourself up. Don't let one silly mistake destroy you. Come on Anna! askldjasdkls

5:17 PM

Natalie - going crazy

If I don't update here, you can check on http://liebetennis.blogspot.com
I may have updated over there instead (;

I shall focus on this today.
Its quite similar to my previous post on liebetennis

I've noticed many people have put in so much effort on doing well for mid years & the results are not quite what we've expected. Well, I'm one of them. I chose to reserve my emotions in class.

Eventhough I do get pissed off & very dissapointed, but oh well.. I tried my best & it showed some improvements. One subject that I'm really upset will be E-maths. I put in to much effort and I've got such miserable results eventhough I passed.

I think I need to do some self-talking to do.

5:20 PM

I'm running out of topics to blog about.
My blog's getting stagnant including my tagboard.
Anyway, thanks Mark for updating the tagboard for me :D

I've no idea what's been running through my mind for the past few days other than my service. I'm glad that David told me about my weakness. I seriously didn't know it was like that. I guess coach ong gave up hope on correcting my service because I always don't step in after I serve.

I realised that I pressured myself so much that I end up not doing well. I guess it not only applies to me during tennis. But affects me in studies too. I just hope that I'll somehow.. come to my senses.. relax abit more & not always tense myself up(applies off & on court & for studies as well)

Sigh, I think I'm at one of the moments where I'm in a situation when I don't know what I want to do. It doesn't usually happen all the time. Perhaps that I lost my pillars of strength & my love in the start of the year & started having all these strange-lost-sense-of-direction-can't-be-explained-feeling.

But life still goes on & each day.. I (hope) become stronger & learning from my mistakes. I guess its determination that brought me so far from what I've started from. And my friends.. thanks for everything la. I think I can't stop thanking them for what they've talked to me about. Especially my tennis kakis.. zephyr, zhenli, jasmine, alex, fred thanks for showing me 24/7 TLC. Hahaa!

Especially Zephyr ah, 24/7 avaliable for me to rant (;
I'm grateful for everything (;

Zhenli & Jasmine, I'm really sorry that I've neglected you time & time again because of tennis..

Okay, ran out of words.

10:43 PM

Playing: kelis - trick me

Mother's day in 2 hours time.
Went shopping on last weds/thurs with hammer 6.2 for mother's day present & shopping for tops.

I bought mum this 3-d triangle diamond shaped stud for her. I knew she likes big fat shiny diamonds. Afterall, diamonds are a girl's bestfriend isn't it? (;

I've been rather physically unfit for the past few days & each time when I play tennis, I feel so much better. When comes to night, I feel so terrible la I swear. It sucks being sick. Really.. when I was praying that I will fall sick for silly reasons like I've got no mood for school, I always end up being late school & late for classes especially for physics -.- I've sat on the floor so many times due to what? Late for class.

I went for wardrobe shopping with my dad this afternoon before training. He saw this 2/3 sliding door wardrobe with a sliding mirror inside & its on his budget range(;

I'm still over-joyed that dad's revamping my whole room without me requesting it.

Played tennis with Z, A & D today. Before we played with Z, A & I played doubles with D & this lady. I will not elaborate much other than the lady could return all kinds of shots we hit to her no matter how hard. Hahaha

After Z left for home, we had dinner. So uh, that's abt it for tmrw. I shall do smth abt my hair and see what kind of drastic change I can do to my hair. I'm getting bored of my left side parting hair with curls.

Okay, blog again.

10:47 PM

I've been sick for the past 2 days.
Lack of sleep: insomnia
My eye bag's getting bigger& as puffy as ever

The only time you see me active will be in the court with expressions & emotions. I haven't been doing something effective other than improving my tennis.

Anyway, I'm really blessed having friends like my tennis pals around. They're like my source of strength, joy & laughters when comes to tennis & life. I'm quite bad when comes to putting words together to express my feelings for them.

But having them around really made my life better. Thanks you guys supporting behind me & giving me TLC when I'm down & vice versa (;

Getting back out midyeras results next week. Man, I can't wait!

1:57 PM

Hello, just came home from a loooooong day with my pals.
Pretty tired, we woke up early made our way to queensway to buy our racquets. Spent 3 hours waiting for it to be strung & made our way to club for tennis for abt 3 hours..

Went for swimming after that! We were all shy & hehe, you know.. But sall good everything turned out just fine (; Right Zephyr?

Okay so we had our dinner at JE. Had afew groupie shots together with mia people like, Zhenli.. Jasmine.. & uh, ian (roll eyes)-.-

Thanks for a wonderful vesak day A, F, Z & Z! :D:D

10:52 PM

Mid years are over!

I feel somehow relieved. The thing is that.. that means i'm closer to n levels again.

I shall concentrate on tennis from now onwards untill spex (;
Gonna start Joel's training soon & by then, I'll quit jcc's useless training.
Zhenli & Frederick quit alr. So its just me now. I'd rather have Joel's training with them instead of jcc's. Its cheaper & much more effective.

Okay, I just finished with libetennis tennis blog. Its called http://libetennis.blogspot.com we don't have a group picture yet because we've yet find a date when everyone is present for a game of tennis. >;(

No school for 5 days! So shiok. Its time for shopping, facial, pedi/manicure, & more tennis! :D:D

Its getting late. See you!

10:30 PM

Playing: one last breath - creed & baby just say good bye - the click five

Hello blog, I've been rather emotional in & outside of courts.
Shan't elaborate on it but thanks for Z, J & A for cheering me up!
Especially Z&A for trying really really hard by uh, willing to be my "punching"bag & uh, throwing balls at him -.- but Anna lee so nice will never do that(;

I should be a short post tonight. I've so far touched on accounts today for only 3 hours during tuition since I just finished total of 9 hours of tuition. My breaks were eating snacks during class while listening to tutor explaning to me the reaction of enzymes.

I wonder how I'm able to balance my subjects. Having 3 tuitions in a row. Accounts & Biology I could absorb what tutors were explaining. But chinese? Sigh, I didn't exactly pay attention.

I'm so beat alr. I think I need caffine to uh, help me stay awake. Eventhough the efectiveness caffine on me isn't big, still somehow I guess it will help.

Come on Anna, come on come on come ooooon! 3 more days.. 3 more days..

I didn't play tennis with Jasmine & Alex today. Oh well, studies still first..

I shall enjoy tennis after the midyears with my kakis. After all, I'm gonna be blessed by the power of nCode Vision in 5 days time (;

7:56 PM

Humanities, Maths paper 1, MT paper1 & Physics down (;

Physics paper was -.-
I wasn't exactly expecting paper two so much on electricity voltage & charge. The formulae were confusing me & I decided not to focus on it cos figure out that I won't be so suay that one topic I didn't exactly touch onw ill come out. Okay, so I was proven wrong. Expect the unexpected!

I was expecting circuit & refraction to come out. It did! (:

Paper 1 was tricky.. I doubt my answers afew times.

Had breakfast with Z at Macs & went home after that.

Anyway, its time to concentrate on bio, maths & chinese during the weekends and at the same time, spend 3 hours in the courts playing tennis with my pals. I've been waiting for friday since tues -.-

My parents are out of town again. I'm kinda used to it that they're not around for me in the afternoon anyway.

I'm thinking of making a new template for myself. But I'm too lazy ); so I shall do smth ineffective today: sleep

Thats all for now.

11:08 AM

Humanities, maths paper 1, chinese paper 1 down.
Physics tomorrow and its time to de-stress for the week!

I've been burning midnight oil for the past 2 days. Dark eye bags are forming, breakouts are out of control and losing hair. Thats the worse part.

My dad gave me a surprise, he's getting me
1 - a new wardrobe(i've bugged him since primary 4 but i've stopped because he told me its time to save money)
2 - grind my parquet-ed floor. (I wasn't expecting this at all!)
2 - re-paint my room into dark purple(its currently faded purple)

I asked him what was the reason behind all this. He said that I've been a very hardworking girl & my results have proved it(; I was super happy when my dad told me.

In other words, he was proud of me! Hehe. I hope I've gain his trust & respect as a daughter now. Their way of showing love for me.

Giving me what I've requested since 10 years old. Re-furnishing my room.. a computer eventhough it was previously my brothers but recently "ungraded" anyway.

My dad even agreed I can get ncode vision for me!

The monthly expenses he spent on me is approx $****. Yet, he doesn't say anyything abt the expenses because he knows.. he knows that I want do well in my studies thats why he doesn't mind me having tuition for all subjects except for humanities & f&n. He doesn't even breathe a word on the expenses.

This really shows that you know, my family loves me alot. That I should tresure them. A lot of people does not realise how much their loved ones mean to them untill they're gone. I realised that because I've learnt from my mistake & how to be a better daughter each day.

Even my brothers. Well those who I'm close to knows that my 2nd brother & I isn't close at all. He talks to be about my future.. I've got a lot of stuff to learn from him & his experiences with life.

Then my eldest brother, he talks to me about life too. Gives me whatever I want as long as I prove to him that I'm able to keep my word and being a responsible daughter & even as a sister.

What really brought our family together again is I guess because of my dad's health. Everyone wanted the best for him. Life isn't fair. Everything happens for a reason. The above gave him this incurable c* brought the whole family closer.

So its indirectly helping our family out eventhough his expenses on organic vegetables, poultry & fruits is also tied our family down financially, we're still a happy family.

Its like I told afew friends before. You'll never know when my dad's gonna go. He's been doing so much for me. Everyone in school knows that he drives me to school & then back home everyday since primary 6. Waking up early in the morining, knocks my door for 10 mins before I get up from bed, brings my shoe to the car for me everyday, drives me to yishun for tuition & back home, drives me home when I realised I brought my shoe without school socks, speeds his car when he knew I was gonna be late for assembly if he's gonna continue to driving 60km/h on the expressway

Its the lil stuff that he does for me everyday shows how much he loves me.

All right, thats all I've to say for today's post. Kinda emotional for me.

ps. shan you've loved(;

1:39 PM

I changed my template. This was actually made for Natalie last year but she decided not to use it. I was thinking why not I use it since it was alr done & all I needed was the codings?

Yeah, so here it is! Actually it looks better without my profile, tag & photos. But I wanted my tagboard to remain there so I've decided to keep it.

I was revising Social studies on the bed & I totally knocked out probably after 45 minutes of reading. So I've spent approx 3 hours only on Social studies. I've still got 2 more chapters to catch up with.

Had phy tuition in the morning & chi tuition in the afternoon. Bah, I didn't know I was seating for a paper 2 test today. So I went there mentally unprepared. I hate to do stuff when I'm mentally not prepared. I'd prefer doing stuff with routines eventhough it gets boring after afew weeks.

Got phy, chi & maths tuition tomorrow before I start concentrating on social studies again. Now I think I've totally neglected social studies if I compare the amount of time I spend on on maths than on social studies.

Enough of revision. I'm getting nvision stright away after the exams! That's one thing that I'm looking forward to after the exams. But hey, I want to focus my current "energy" on my books & absorbing knowlegde & solutions.

Caught up with J in the courts today. Rah, I missed her for abt 1.5 weeks. All right, played tennis for 1.5 hours only due to brother was waiting for me & J with her tournament at kallang later. Its nice seeing her bubbly again after the accident. (;

Okay, its getting late. G'night! Continue studying everyone! It benefits us in the future. (;

1:50 AM

I am Anna Lee, a Singaporean living in Singapore.
I'm turning 17 on 21st July.
Graduating from CHIJ this year.

I've strong passion in Tennis.
I belive with Determination & Persistance anything is possible.

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in the world, Zephyr.
Last but not least, blissfully in Love
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