Sunday, May 14, 2006
I'm running out of topics to blog about.
My blog's getting stagnant including my tagboard.
Anyway, thanks Mark for updating the tagboard for me :D
I've no idea what's been running through my mind for the past few days other than my service. I'm glad that David told me about my weakness. I seriously didn't know it was like that. I guess coach ong gave up hope on correcting my service because I always don't step in after I serve.
I realised that I pressured myself so much that I end up not doing well. I guess it not only applies to me during tennis. But affects me in studies too. I just hope that I'll somehow.. come to my senses.. relax abit more & not always tense myself up(applies off & on court & for studies as well)
Sigh, I think I'm at one of the moments where I'm in a situation when I don't know what I want to do. It doesn't usually happen all the time. Perhaps that I lost my pillars of strength & my love in the start of the year & started having all these strange-lost-sense-of-direction-can't-be-explained-feeling.
But life still goes on & each day.. I (hope) become stronger & learning from my mistakes. I guess its determination that brought me so far from what I've started from. And my friends.. thanks for everything la. I think I can't stop thanking them for what they've talked to me about. Especially my tennis kakis.. zephyr, zhenli, jasmine, alex, fred thanks for showing me 24/7 TLC. Hahaa!
Especially Zephyr ah, 24/7 avaliable for me to rant (;
I'm grateful for everything (;
Zhenli & Jasmine, I'm really sorry that I've neglected you time & time again because of tennis..
Okay, ran out of words.
10:43 PM
