Thursday, May 04, 2006
Humanities, maths paper 1, chinese paper 1 down.
Physics tomorrow and its time to de-stress for the week!
I've been burning midnight oil for the past 2 days. Dark eye bags are forming, breakouts are out of control and losing hair. Thats the worse part.
My dad gave me a surprise, he's getting me
1 - a new wardrobe(i've bugged him since primary 4 but i've stopped because he told me its time to save money)
2 - grind my parquet-ed floor. (I wasn't expecting this at all!)
2 - re-paint my room into dark purple(its currently faded purple)
I asked him what was the reason behind all this. He said that I've been a very hardworking girl & my results have proved it(; I was super happy when my dad told me.
In other words, he was proud of me! Hehe. I hope I've gain his trust & respect as a daughter now. Their way of showing love for me.
Giving me what I've requested since 10 years old. Re-furnishing my room.. a computer eventhough it was previously my brothers but recently "ungraded" anyway.
My dad even agreed I can get ncode vision for me!
The monthly expenses he spent on me is approx $****. Yet, he doesn't say anyything abt the expenses because he knows.. he knows that I want do well in my studies thats why he doesn't mind me having tuition for all subjects except for humanities & f&n. He doesn't even breathe a word on the expenses.
This really shows that you know, my family loves me alot. That I should tresure them. A lot of people does not realise how much their loved ones mean to them untill they're gone. I realised that because I've learnt from my mistake & how to be a better daughter each day.
Even my brothers. Well those who I'm close to knows that my 2nd brother & I isn't close at all. He talks to be about my future.. I've got a lot of stuff to learn from him & his experiences with life.
Then my eldest brother, he talks to me about life too. Gives me whatever I want as long as I prove to him that I'm able to keep my word and being a responsible daughter & even as a sister.
What really brought our family together again is I guess because of my dad's health. Everyone wanted the best for him. Life isn't fair. Everything happens for a reason. The above gave him this incurable c* brought the whole family closer.
So its indirectly helping our family out eventhough his expenses on organic vegetables, poultry & fruits is also tied our family down financially, we're still a happy family.
Its like I told afew friends before. You'll never know when my dad's gonna go. He's been doing so much for me. Everyone in school knows that he drives me to school & then back home everyday since primary 6. Waking up early in the morining, knocks my door for 10 mins before I get up from bed, brings my shoe to the car for me everyday, drives me to yishun for tuition & back home, drives me home when I realised I brought my shoe without school socks, speeds his car when he knew I was gonna be late for assembly if he's gonna continue to driving 60km/h on the expressway
Its the lil stuff that he does for me everyday shows how much he loves me.
All right, thats all I've to say for today's post. Kinda emotional for me.
ps. shan you've loved(;
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